tan's BLARG 'bout everything!

Eva Mae,
I remember the date you were born
It was the summer
Your mum and dad called me up to say how proud
They were
Voices wringing with the love of a new born child
Light shining in their eyes, expectant smiles

Eva Mae,
Well your father and I have been friends
Many years
Watch the world around us change,
Hoped our hopes, feared our fears
He asked me to watch you, as you grow
Hold your hand through the highs and lift you up through the lows

Now Eva Mae,
Don’t you judge me too hard
I try to be a good man to be the best with what I got
Eva Mae,
I will teach you what I know
And watch over you everywhere that you go

Eva Mae,
I have made many mistakes
In my time
Built my share of bridges and broken hearts
I’ve told lies
I have not always followed my own advice
I’ve fallen flat
But Eva darling sometimes that’s just life

Eva Mae,
With the way that I am I might not
Much be around
But I’ll stop in from time to time to share
The things I’ve learnt
You should keep your friends and family close
And always always always try to say yes
And we can not ever one of us be perfect
But darling we can try our best

Now Eva Mae,
I won’t ever judge your heart,
Just try to be a good girl and do the best with what you got
Now Eva Mae,
I will teach you what I know,
And watch over you everywhere you will go
Everywhere you will go

And don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!
You are who you are, your life is your life and none elses. Your past and future are yours, you shouldn’t care about what other expect of you or what they thing they should or shouldn’t do.

We all will always have our dreams, from our past, present and future.
The dreams you have and had about what you wanted to do in the your life will always stay yours.
You can let them fly by as time changes them in a vague memory or you can I live your dreams and become who you wanted to be or do what you wanted to do.
Just be yourself, don’t become someone you’re not. Never say goodbye to your dreams, greet them and have fun with them!

“But dreams don’t come true!” Well make them come true!
Don’t aim for high jobs cause you can or cause people expect these things from you. Do the things you’ve been dreaming of aim for those as a goal, how absured they are.
Just live your own life and who knows, someday your dream will come true.

Never take anything for granted. Savor every bite of a meal, enjoy what you have, and live each day as if it is your first day of your life.
Do not let the child inside you disappear or die. Keep your curiosity alive by being inquisitive and open-minded. No one ever regretted on their death bed what they did; they definitely regretted what they did not do.
Change a little everyday.
That way you will never get stuck.
See what is happening around you, and rather than feeling threatened or getting suspicious, embrace change.
Ask what change you need to make and do it little by little.
Whether it means learning how to send text messages from your cell phone or living with gay neighbors, adapt yourself.
You will never get old that way.

And remember wear sunscreen!

Had one of those treasure your life moments. Just realised it can be over in a day ad you’ll go with regrets. Always do what you want else you’ll end up regretting not doing it!

from tan with love :3

I’ve moved to a new host, yay~
moved from 45 euro’s a month to 15 euro’s a month :3
Don’t use my blog much, *cough cough* <_<

Soooo been busy with ‘xams, thats about it :3

PEACE

Well the first big big party in a cafe I work was a great success everyone had fun and it ended later then expected. Friend of mine (DJ Stefan see links) played there, his sound was just great and awesome. Thats all for now I’ll post an update later with pics

~tan

D: Another year added to my pole of life!
… Hurhurhur.. pole…

Anyways, the stuff I’m gonna do this year:

• Get my drivers licence
• Get a car
• Use the stuff I’ve learned from last year
• Game less, accomplish more
• And find out what the heck I want with my life…
• Help people to the best of my abilities

Oh yeah found out something awesome about myself, the one sole thing thats always the same in my actions, if it involved others I always want to help them in a way, if its just caring, holding their hand, helping them across the street or even helping carry groceries. I like helping~ Aaand thats what I want to do with my life, now find a job that makes that possible…and makes me able to buy  fancy car… (Audi R8 bitches!) 

Now I’m doing offline blogging to TRY to blog more, yes again TRYING….

Lets see what has changed since the last post.. I had a bike fixed it and it got stolen, first the new front wheel, later the rest… I got myself an Xbox 360 (gamertag tanarchy Omega) Aaaand, thats about it.

Seeya~

:3 I’m so happy, I got my “new” turntable Philips AR-887  it sound extremely good for a turntable from 1977.

Been listening to it for two days straight~ Will post pictures later on.

Tuesday: Maek Cake!
Wednesday: Work
Thursday: Raid the second-hand store for electronics
Friday: OMG A FREE DAY+Groceries
Saturday: Work+Free evening
Sunday: Lazying around/Fixing my electronics that I bought on Thursday

Well off cooking, its going to be rice with a salad and sate NASI GORENG

Due to some minor problems I didn’t get my Bose boxes so I went for these~

Bowers & Wilkins DM 220′s

Nice and Clear sound *___* I love it, now gotta find a nice tuner and/or CD player to fill my inputs~
Also gotta isolate my windows more, the neighbour wasn’t amused by my sound….

So I’m at my moms for the holidays but the internets died here so I couldn’t BLAG at all. Luckily my very nice neighbors let me borrow their internet untill I’m gone.

I was at my sisters for Queensday played some with my niece (she’s 6) didn’t buy anything though, everything I liked was expensive D:. Most books for 10 cents! O hi, how much is this book? 7 euro’s. OTL.
O hi, how much is this cane? 15 euro’s. ORZ

Back in Lelystad me and my mom have done the garden a bit, cleaned up the frontyard and reorganised the living room (there goes my holiday ._. jk~).
OH I also bought a few nice tshirts at the Newyorker, 7 in total but the rest are in the washers so… here are 3 of 7!

More will come when they’re cleaned and dryed~

Further more my holidays have been lazy, lazy and a bit more lazy~ done nothing at all besides the above stuff…